I came to confess to everyone that I was sock-puppetting. The member "AnnoyedByWillArthurBuster5050," there never was such a member by that name, that was just me creating a phony account with the purpose of trash-talking myself.
And I did that to test others and see how they would react to someone being mean to me. Yes, I created a phony account to talk trash about myself and get reaction from you and others and to get attention. And I know what I did was absolutely very wrong. It was highly dishonest, I told a big black lie to you and I manipulated some of you if not all of you. And I wasted your time if you were involved in it.
I know it's not why I did it but it's that I did it at all. It was one of the stupidest things I've ever done in my life and it's not the first stupid thing I've done, I've done many other stupid things in my life. But it was wrong of me to pull that crap on you and it was totally inexcusable. And I know I've ticked a lot of you off with this crap I pulled.
I know I said I didn't want to come back and I still don't, but someone told me to come and confess what I've done and come clean and that person is right, and that's what I'm doing. So if you're all really upset with me, and I know many of you are, I understand.
If you want/care to know why I would do something this stupid, well, it's kind of hard to explain but I'll say it anyway because I do want to be understood. And again, it's not why I did it, it's that I even did it but I'll say it anyway.
For one, the reason I did that, not only was to get attention from you and to get a reaction from you, but it's also because of problems I've had with other members on this wikia, and problems others have had with me, which is one of the reasons I left (I also left because some people on this site are not good influences on me) Over the years I've participated on this wikia until I decided to go, I've had some problems and conflicts with other members, including Heeha, I felt he was bullying me but that was a long time ago, I don't know how he is now but I got annoyed with him and I know he got annoyed with me. But my problems with him are my problems, not yours!
I also have trouble taking what others say to me very well and have trouble with taking criticism and sometimes correction, even if they're right. And it's true, I am a very sensiive person, maybe too sensitive, actually no maybe about it. I'm also a disturbed person (if I'm not disturbed, what am I?, other than stupid, manipulative, immature, a waste of flesh and blood!) Basically I'm a troubled person and I have had feelings of worthlessness and low self-esteem. But I know this is no excuse for the way I've acted and I know this is not going to stop any of you from being upset with me, I know a lot of you are upset with me and what can I do about it? Nothing, I've blown it all sky high!But I know you've had annoyances with me (and this has been the most annoying I've been to you) constantly talking about railroad crossings and how I want them to be or how I wish they were, and I still wish I could have seen a railroad crossing on Fairly Odd Parents that looked somewhat like this one
Or this one
or one of these even
But now that Fairly Odd Parents is over, this will never happen now! I know lots of you won't care but this was something I was hoping to see before the series ended. I know there were crossings in some episodes like Fairly Odd Parents (pilot,) The Big Scoop, Odd Squad, etc but I wasn't satisfied with any of them and hoped I'd see one of these, especially the one with the 3 stars next to it.
But I now know and understand that Butch Hartman and the other FOP crew was not interested in doing this and I respect that, and besides that was just my opinion.
But I have been going on and on and on about railroad crossings and whether or not they appear in cartoons and what they look like, and I know that's been getting on lots of people's nerves.
Something else I've been doing that's annoyed lots of people, including on this wikia, was me going on about male fairy pregnancy, something many of you know too well about me. Yes I would constantly rant and rave about the whole male fairy pregnancy thing and I constantly showed my disdain for it. And I'll be honest, I wasn't just disturbed by the fact that male fairies got pregnant but I confess I got concerned about what body parts fairies had and how fairies reproduce, which I know is none of my business but it was something I just couldn't help thinking about. And yes, I worried about whether Cosmo (and other male fairies) had a penis or not. In my world and in my fanfics, he does, but I know that not all male creatures have to be that way and I know Fairly Odd Parents is not my cartoon, if Butch Hartman wants to make his creatures different than they are in real life, that's his choice and I'll understand that. Besides I have wild and weird imaginations myself and I have things I like done a certain way and it isn't right for me to insist someone changes the way he or she does something. As I've been told many times, the world does not revolve around me, and it's not all about me. And I wouldn't like it if I made a decision about something and wanted to stick with it and others kept insisting I changed it to fit their comforts, especially if it went contrary to my comforts. it would be annoying and would drive me bonkers! And I kind of did suffer that.
And yes, it's true I was the one who drew this picture of Timmy Turner standing up to pee https://fairlyoddfanon.wikia.com/wiki/File:Timmy_Turner_Urinating_in_Restroom.png Again, I meant no harm and no offense by it, it was just supposed to be artwork and just another fan art. And I admit I wanted to see Timmy like this and I never saw it on any of the FOP episodes, everyime Timmy used the bathroom he was hidden, so I took it upon myself to draw a picture of him doing so. And I admit I was going to do a number of pictures like this, like one of him with his father, some of him along with his friends (AJ, Chester, and maybe Elmer and Sanjay, and Mark/ Justin Jake Ashton) And I would have aged him up too and I would have drawn his father doing this too.
Although I meant absoultely no harm in making that picture and I still don't, and I posted it on Deviant Art in late 2015, unfortunately many people didn't take that picture very well and some even grilled me for it. Admittedly I knew not everyone would like that picture. And I was going to try to ignore anyone who tried to give me a hard time about it and I wanted that picture to stay up there, but after the reviling against that picture and how people viewed me, some people think I'm a pedophile now because of that, but that IS NOT true and I never meant for anyone to be put under that impression. And I was under pressure to take down the picture before I angered anymore people with it. I tried to ignore my foamers but the pressure was too strong and my reputation was too important, so I deleted the picture.
And I admit I was going to draw other cartoon characters doing that, and again, not all of them were going to be children, some were going to be adults too. Plus some kid cartoons actually do show characters, including children, standing up to urinate, like Hey Arnold, Rugrats, The Loud House, Adventures of Kid Danger (?) and non nicktoons like 2 Stupid Dogs, Recess, What's With Andy, Detentionaire, even on Arthur, and that's a little kid's cartoon (someone told me!) But I know that that was still no excuse for doing that and Timmy Turner was not my cartoon character.
And again, I sock-puppetted myself on Fairly Odd Fanon Wikia too: https://fairlyoddfanon.wikia.com/wiki/Thread:20167
At least, not only did I NOT draw Timmy's genitals, I would never do that!, but I also tried to keep it PG-rated and as I've seen on some kid cartoons. I didn't draw any bodily fluid, I didn't draw him with his bare bottom showing, I didn't draw him urinating on anyone or anywhere other than a toilet/urinal, and I didn't draw him commiting public indecent exposure. And I drew him from behind if full-body or from above the waste up if shown from the front. Yes I deliberately drew that picture but it was NOT meant to be pornographic and it definitely wasn't meant to be child porn, and again I did not mean to harm or offend anyone with that, but now I see why there weren't any pictures of that and now I know it's not a good idea to draw children going to the bathroom even if they are just fictional characters and even if it has been shown on kid cartoons. And I don't mind cartoon characters shown using the bathroom onscreen.
Okay enough about that.
The bottom line, I sock-puppetted on this wikia and on other ones, and what I did was totally dishonest, uncalled for, a waste of not only my time but that of others too, and extremely rude and disrespectful and I had no right to do that! I messed up real big and I know there's no cure for it. Maybe I'm a disturbed person, maybe I am too sensitive, maybe I am a troubled person, and others have problems with me, some of which I am not ready to solve right now or cannot solve at all, but I still had no right to pull that crap on any of you.
So I know nobody wants me here on this wikia, and that's okay, like I said, I don't want to come back, I only came and posted this because someone advised me too, and it's real rude to lie to others. I know my fessing up is not going to stop any of you from being upset. I don't want you to be upset with me but I know you're going to be and I cannot do anything about that, so go ahead and be mad at me, and I know some of you hate me now, it's what I deserve. And go ahead and block me and block me infinitely, I so totally deserve that.
I'd like to say more but I cannot think of anything else to say and this message has gotten too long already so best I just stop, whatever I didn't say that I meant to say will just have to not be said.
I'd say "I'm sorry" for what I've done but I know no one is going to buy it and I know I constantly say that and you won't believe me if I tell you, and I'm not sure I really mean it right now so I won't say it.
I'll just go now, and I'll never post on this website ever again, not as myself or as some sock-puppet. And whatever you have to say to me, fire away, throw your glass bottles at me and just let me feel the cuts and bruises, I deserve it.
"WILLTHEARTHURANDBUSTERFAN5050 is banned and blocked from this Wikia FOREVER!"